The human sin

What a curse to have to see those you love doing the same mistakes…

How often it is that one person sees the one he loves to do the mistakes he has done… Jaycee, my wife, has done some mistakes like dishonesty or disobedience. And often enough, it leaves quite a scar to me not because of her mistakes but because of she did the same things I have and makes up for it the same way I did! Then to see a good friend (actually more like a little sister to my eyes…) fall for two people at the same time… It’s strange… And all of this, I’ve done way back in my time. This is just too strange. And then to say that this is just one thing I placed in my mind, I noticed that one by one, my friends are dying on me. I lost 7 friends just last year and total 8 to include my dad. Well, bringing long life doesn’t seem to be my strong suit… It just seems that I give off strange bad luck… How unlucky could I be? And every time I be there and attempt to help, I mess up. Just like how I lost my dad. I tried to help but he went away anyway. What’s the difference? Should I feel better that I tried…? Losing one who is close to you isn’t something one can live easy with. Though I try to hide in the shadow of my smiles, I’m still over powered by the tears left inside. The only thing now is that I now have so few to let it out on. Well, the world is getting smaller. And I think we should start learning to get along and learn from what others have gone through. We all should start to listen. ’cause if we don’t, it could lead to more pain and sooner or later, this could mean to more anger and hate. But then, you decide. For I dare say that I’d start listening right now.